Showing posts from February, 2016

Relationship Breakups.

Do you ever feel like you are putting more effort than the other person in a relationship? I do. Did. I recently "broke up" with a friend. To be honest, it was like a relationship. When she broke up with me, it hurt. A lot. We actually went on a school trip and we were at the beach. We had been fighting for weeks. She was dominating and would manipulate my thoughts, but I didn't realize it. I wanted to talk about to I asked if we could, and she said no. And it hurt. She let me crying in my friend's arms, and I still can't fall sleep. This happened about two day ago. We were like best friends, or at least that's what I thought. But she used me, and it took me quite a while to realize that. I trust her, I always have. Point is, be clever. Don't let anyone loose. I do have quite hard time letting go, but I'm a fast leaner. So I'll learn how to let go, its not rocket science. But I loved her like a sister, and she made me love her and ripped my…

Bedside Essentials.

Hello! I think it's quite obvious that I started my blog to express myself and open up. I usually just talk about life related stuff, but I'd like to explore more. So I decided to type up something different that I love reading about.
So before I sleep I have a few things I like. Usually, I can't all asleep. It takes forever. So, I have a few things I do to either sleep or just let out a bad day on paper. I love photography, but I don't to that before I sleep. I usually like to listen to music. It helps me calm down and gather my thoughts. Then, slowly I'll start dreaming about something.
I also love to read a book. I've been reading more this year, and it sometimes it makes me believe the most unreal things. I love it.
I always need water as I sleep, and as soon as I wake up. I can't tell you how helpful and good water is. It is so helpful and healthy. I can literally see a difference in my skin when I drink more water.

Fun fact: If you drink cold i…